to see & to see

I have a philosophy.

I don’t really cook, I just sometimes feel that some things would go well together.

I went to the kitchen and found this dazzlingly smelling Zaa’fran and I just wanted to make something with it, so I thought it’ll go good with rose water and it ended up in those pancakes.

Cooking,Drawing,Making Art and creating in general is something like magic, you don’t really have to practice it as much you need to feel it. it’s all out there in the air.

so much beauty, if you feel it  good enough you can just seize it, just keep your eyes open and your senses alert for the universe is packed with star dust waiting for you to get hold of between your palms.

yes, I thought of all this making those pancakes.

 life is holy, each moment, each detail.

That is some theory of mine.

I don’t want to be an ant

why I love the MV [Keep your head up - Ben Howard] [1]

The time is right after Sunrise I assume, you can’t see who he is, just a vague image dissolving in between the rays of the rising sun, carrying in the most basic fashion two sags of  straw and a  shovel with an old witty technique of crossing the stick with the bent arm which reminds me and makes me think of the earlier simple means of making a living, like carrying water around the neighborhood or just cutting wood with all the delicious simplicity of life back then that I mostly crave for right now.

it’s funny that I am watching this film about a guy who is dreaming, the scenes I think are an animated copies from real interviews, at this scene he is I think dreaming of watching an interview, an intellectual discussion about what films are, the interviewer got a mosquito near his face, anyway they laugh about it in the interview, which is a reproduction of a real interview and the guy who is in the film dreaming laughs about it as an interaction with what he is watching and I laughed with him, with them now at this moment at this place.

the film was created in 2001 , and today now I shared this spontaneous moment with those guys from that place from that time.

and I’ll probably think about this later this evening while am setting with my family and smile about it while they are in their whole different world of now and here( their now and here).

Mind blowing.